With you, it’s different. It is special, it is unique and it is love that I’ve never known existed. It is unconditional. Every single situation tests my patience and values that I’ve ever known and you are the biggest reflection of who I am, or who I want to be.
At the end of the day when I look at you, it’s all worth it.
I know many of my peers are scared to be in my position, but you’ve made it so easy for me that I wonder why anyone would have a doubt. It is hard work, mind you. It’s not the easiest thing I’ve done.
Other than my parents and sister, I don’t think I’ve ever truly loved someone so unconditionally. In my eyes, you are perfect. But I know I have a big responsibility to shape you into a fine human. You didn’t come with a manual or a user guide. Everything is based on instinct and my best judgement of each situation. Am I right, or wrong? Am I doing the best for my child and my family with every decision I make? Should I go back to work or quit my job? I think every parent does question themselves.
But if the intentions are right there’s no right or wrong.
No matter how many siblings you get in future, you’ll always be my first born. Im not sure if I can ever love another like I love you. I now understand that term and the beauty associated with it. But you’ve made it easier for me to realise that there’s nothing I can’t do.
My heart is full of love and care for you every step of the way. I will always be there for you, no matter what. You make my hear smile and you take my breath away every moment of the day.
Thank you son for giving me more than words can ever describe. You are and will always be my #1!
Have you read my Mother’s Day post?